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PLEASE WELCOME TO THE STAGE ANTOINE JALEEL RAY THOMAS.
HE WAS BORN ON JANUARY 10th, 2004 AT EVANSTON NORTHWESTERN HOSPITAL.
THE TIME WAS 9:35 PM
HE WAS 5 LBS 12 OZ. AT 36 WEEKS.

WE LUB U ANTOINE RAY!



WHAT A BEATIFUL BABY, WE WAITED FOR U FOR 9 MONTHS AND U WERE WELL WORTH IT. AND HE EVEN SMILED FOR THE CAMERA!
HE DIDN'T CRY ONCE.
AUNTIE NIKKI LUVS U!



A PROUD MAMA AND PAPA! NICOLE AND RAY.



NICOLE KISSING HER NEW BABY BOY!

I know i haven't said anything in a while folks. Just not in a writin mood.Just know i am still here and breathing. Love y'all.

That line is from Gladiator, for those of u who didn't know(Just a lil' tid-bit.) I can't believe how much guy-trouble a "single" person can have. DAMN! One day he likes me another he doesn't...i can't keep up with this shit. I mean i've got three guys in my scopes right now. But only one looks even relatively promising, while the others are just backups for the relatively promisin' one. (Breath!). I need a damn break from bein single!!

See the one i like, we'll call him E., is actually the main person i'm trying to catch right now. But for some reason he is like scared to commit to a relationship. I can understand that because every female he has ever cared about has cheated on him. But.....we've been "friends" for over a year and i don't know how much longer i can go along wit this. He says "Let's take it slow." Damn that was like last month. I have to move a little faster than that. I'm a Leo, in lamens terms....impatient as hell!

Well we're "friends" again. Back to square one..ARGGGGGHHHH! These other two guys wanna date but i don't really want them...lol. Not to be mean. I guess i don't really have a right to be picky, since i can't get the man i really want. Let's add to that the fact that i haven't been in a serious relationship in, count em', 2 years!

Whatever...there is a reason for all of this turmoil. I assume it's to make me a better person....(how fukin' cliche).

" If u feelin' like a pimp ni99a go on brush ya shoulda's off. Ladies is pimps too go on brush ya shoulda's off. Ni99a's is crazy baby. Don't forget that boy told you get...that...dirt off ya shoulda's." ~~ HOVA

WOOHOO SIMPSONS SLIPPERS! THANKS SANA!
AHHHHH!! I LOVE PRESENTS
MORE TO COME........

Longing
by Stacey P. Wilson

I’m so sad and lonely
I can barely catch my breath
The thought of being alone again
Scares me half to death

I want what I can’t have
I don’t want what’s mine
I’m getting older every day
Running out of time

Can’t make a bad decision
Because I hate to be alone
But I feel that’s where I’m headed
If I pick up that phone

Lord, send me my angel
One who knows my hopes and dreams
Who loves me more than anyone
Who loves me just for me

I miss just holding hands
Speaking without a word
Sharing all the little things
Knowing I’ve been heard

It seems worse to me right now
Because I’ve had love before
I know just what I’m missing
And it makes me need it more

I’ll hold on tighter this time
Finally, now I know
Lord, send me my angel
I promise I won’t let go

Have u ever felt like what you're going through isn't being understood by anyone, and noone ever could? Well i feel like that ALOT. I always seem to be the one that people come to to get advice and counseling on what to do. I never feel like i can actually go to someone and ask for advice for myself. Then i was taking to my sas one day about it and he told me something that made me realize why that was. H e said, "They need u." I know that sounds like a simple thing, but it was really meaningful. I mean,they need me? I was going through a phase where i didin't know what i wanted to do and i wasn't sure if Psychology was for me. Well that answered my questions, with that one quote.


Hey dad, THANKS!
That talk we had really cleared up alot of questions for me about what path i wanna take in my life, I love you.

Why are people so bogus nowadays? I'm going to a party tonight and a friend of mine(who shall remain nameless) has no ride and lives in Wheeling. I would go and get him except ...well he lives in Wheeling and the party is in Evanston. Another "friend" of mine, let's call her Ms.Chicken Head, live in Glenview and Refuses to pick him up, U wanna know her reason? "He hits on me too much!" Please GET OVA IT! I'll be honest he hits on everyone, u ain't that damn cute Ms. Chicke Head.How could u be so damn self centered?

I swear i wanna scream sometimes. I felt like shit callin' him and tellin him that the gurl we chilled wit all semester said, naw i'm not gonna pick u up.I didn't tell him y though cause he would've snapped. She seems to think she's God's gift to men. UUUGGGHHH!!

Hey Ms. Head! Selfish-ness gets u NATHAN!!
(2nd from the left)

Blaque Dyrt
The color of your shirt
As I push you into the tree
BITCH!!!
Get off me!
Blaque Dyrt